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Medullah

by The Blackshots

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1.
The Pit 04:56
My head drops lower than my never present shoulders Everywhere I go my skin gets colder My brain seems to slow and my heart seems to smolder I look at my hair--shit, I'm getting older All my friends are dying every single day The water's turning white and the skies are turning grey I struggle to get out of bed every single day I see you sitting at the other side of the bar Talking with your friends, you think you're such a star No matter how much I stop and think No matter how much I sit and drink I can't seem to get the image out of my mind It's there to stay because my heart's not blind So with this guitar and microphone I'll scream and shout until I'm called back home
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21st century apathy around me So much life but nothing left to do The chair's our home, the screen's our life Keep it in the dark to better see the light 'Til the dawn exhausts the night And all we know is all we're told See the news and watch our lives unfold And blow away in the wind Can you see me? The simple pleasures become our life Entitlement's the husband and consumption is the wife Birthing a world that dulls the knife And we define ourselves by our drug I'm caffeine, alcohol, fast food I am god Can you hear me? It doesn't matter how close you hold me We're still all alone in our minds Can you feel me?
3.
10K DC IT 01:06
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I read your face like a book with no pages Every little thing, man it takes me ages To decode your telegraphic stare When my morse is heavily impaired Your words are crosswords without a key Like reading braille on a page that I can see Hearing radio without antennae It all just sounds like fuzz to me So is this real or am I chasing dragons When I question everything that happens And if you don't feel the same I don't want to know Let me live in my hallucination
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Whiskey Song 03:35
Come sit beside me on this dusty worn out couch Forget what I have said to you, forget all your doubts Just sit and listen to the adolescent dare As the wind blows through the trees and pushes back your hair I know what I've done wrong I know what I've done wrong Taking all your suitcases, they're waiting at the curb Take off your jacket, babe, here's some whiskey to calm your nerves The bottles on the table don't mean shit to me But now I'm looking differently 'cause when you cry it really hurts me I know what I've done wrong That's why I'm singing this song
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Medullah 04:11
Cold sweats as his body takes him farther Faster and faster down the road to insanity She holds him in the height of his life With a malignant swipe, she takes it all away His weakness becomes her knife "Is this real?" comes a voice from places unknown A smirk is on her face and she says: "This is Medullah" He waits patiently for a sign Not one of those fucking cliché sentiments But a means to an end She sees her opportunity and makes her move His mind is overtaken and his body gladly follows Twisting and pulsing, his heart can't take it Doesn't anyone understand his strife? They all turn their heads to the sickness of Medullah He's never felt more alive in his life This newfound independence gives him freedom Free from the morality that used to weigh him down He does as he pleases, embracing her with open arms This affair with right and wrong has a burning passion Who is there to settle the madness? She shields him from the world with wool over his eyes He screams in pain, "this is Medullah!" His body is now as sick and aged as his mind Weeping, he envies those undisturbed He wonders if he's to blame Or if her influence was too great A thick fog covers his thoughts and vision He gasps for air as his lungs constrict With all that is wrong with this world, he spits his final words with a smile: "This is Medullah."
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Dream Queen 03:42
I don't want to know if it's wrong or right If I sleep through the day just to live the night It gives me a fright when it's all in the light And I don't know if I can sleep through the night My dreams are slowly bleeding into reality And everything I do seems like insanity But would it be alright if I turned out the light 'Cause I don't know if I can trust my eyes They lie I don't know what's real and what's the dream When I stay awake until 4:18 All of my days are melting away And I don't know if you are here to stay 'Cause you know I fought the night life And everything you do well, it seems so right I just don't know what to do And I don't know if I'm dreaming you I'm torn in two
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Shotgun 00:57
Theatrical transcription: EVAN: Wait, where did Townes factor into this equation? How did you get where you were? MADELINE: I went out of my way so I wouldn't have to drive MILES: What were you guys doing? Were there parents involved? EVAN: Did you have a chaperone? MADELINE: Hannah! Wait no. I was the chaperone for Hannah. MILES: No, she's got a fake alibi. HANNAH: Well I did have shotgun. EVAN: You had a shotgun? So you were unsupervised.. MILES: With a shotgun EVAN: ...out on the town, armed... COLE: Sounds like a fun time. EVAN: ...with Townes! MILES: God damn it! Go to your room. MADELINE: I have the right to bear arms.
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I'm drifting away now I can't feel my brain now Why should I care? When I can't feel anywhere Why can't I feel anymore? My mind has shut the door I could try and tell the lie that I love you When I don't know if I can love at all You're novocain
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*Cooing* *Laughing* *Crying* *Whispering*
13.
You know it goes to show That all that glitters is not gold And all you think you know Is no more than a flake in the snow And so it goes, the more it snows And all you've come to love Is a burning fire faced with a flood And all your little plans Get washed away like the dunes of sand in the storm Be warned And this which we've begun Is just a puddle in the sun Our time is drawing near You know it my dear 'Cause I've fallen down into this place that I know But one day, soon I'll have to go It's alright, I'll fight for you my friend But I know death is reaping again I've got six stones in my pocket It's dragging me down, they've got me on my knees I've got a rope around my neck now And its pulling me straight to the place below my feet And I'm going down to burn today And I hoped it would turn out another way And I'm going down to burn today And you know I wish I could stay But I've fallen down into this place that I know But one day, soon I'll have to go It's alright, I'll fight for you my friend But I know death is reaping again And I know the dusk is creeping in And I know this will be my end And I know that death is reaping again
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I keep dreaming but no images appear My clouded thoughts were once crystal clear The days get shorter and the time does pass Nothing is good 'cause it all turns to ash My house is empty and my heart feels the same My mind is twisted and my body feels lame I lay in my bed as the clouds block the stars And I try to play out why the way things are The eagle flies all his days The teacher teaches and the preacher prays This constant repeat of life and death Struggles and strifes is there any love left? Just smile and be happy for what you've got And don't try to be somebody that you're not Love your neighbors and all people that sin And the moon and the stars and all the creatures within Forget all the labels and race 'cause we're the same Come together and forget all the names 'Cause life is harder if you live it all alone We're just all looking for a place to call our own

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released January 1, 2016

Music and lyrics by The Blackshots
Produced by Evan Peterson
Engineered by Cole Kampa, Eric Thompson
Artwork by Evan Peterson

Standard Lineup:
Evan Peterson - Guitar
Miles Adams - Keys
Cole Kampa - Drums

Thank you to everyone who made this album happen: Eric Thompson for teaching us the ropes of recording, Andrew Lierman for lending microphones, The Adams Family for lending their wonderful barn and equipment, Townes Adams for weeping in "Encephalon", Hannah Mumm and Madeline Peterson for arguing in "Shotgun", Air conditioning for making us remember how hellishly hot the barn is, Zeus Stark for being an incredibly flexible boss and allowing Evan to record at all odd hours of the work week, Farmer Ike for providing beautiful atmosphere, Linc and Paulette Peterson for delicious homecooked meals to go, Dave and Merodie Peterson for listening to each track an ungodly amount of times to make sure everything was listenable, Chocolate shakes for keeping Miles' spirits up, Tin foil for keeping us from taking ourselves too seriously.

We wanted to explore the recesses of the human mind, medulla on down, to find the creatures that lurk in its shadows. That while the eternal struggle for happiness and understanding may grip us all and the urge to self destruct may call from the void, it's never too late to climb out of the pit and find happiness amongst our friends. This is Medullah

Recorded in a barn and at Pedals' Music in the summer of 2015

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The Blackshots Eau Claire, Wisconsin

Born in a barn, The Blackshots strove to drown out the din of clucking chickens and chirping birds by exuding the hues within their restless minds. But rural Wisconsin is not to be trifled with and its influence crept its way in through the knotholes. The otherworldly etherea driving The Blackshots' sound never forgets its environment and rides the delicate line between the sane and the insane. ... more

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